On The Way To The Dumpster

I had totally lost my password and that combined to laziness= no posts! A whole lot happened and I didn't get to write. To resume it all, since the last post that was referring to an amazing time with that sweet boy Kevin, ending in the Dumpee's list, it didn't work out.

The amazing date I had with Kevin wasn't all good at first and then was wonderful, involving a walk in the park, staring at the stars and kissing...how romantic. Now switch over, different setting, movies at his place (or mama's), things going a little fast, him being a gentleman respecting my decision.

Being ADORABLE by correcting every little habits that drive me nuts, don't even have to say it twice. Any of my ex would've told me to quit bugging with stupid things. Once again, AMAZING...although...oh well, I would've skipped the going to his room part altogether but I'm a big girl.

Fast forward last date...45 min. late is never good. An excuse like being all the way across town because you couldn't say no to a friend doesn't fly...I had left, not sure why I went back but anyways, movies again, his place, the room...definitely nothing with me still pissed. Even regressed!

And now well, it's simple. I need a man. Harsh but true, I don't see him as a man. Plus I realize I haven't heard from him in a couple of days; not that I care or I would've made the first step but still. The girl was pissed last time you had a date, get a clue. But no, like any typical guy he takes the easy way out and assumed I cooled off. I did but he's on the dumpee's list that's why.

I did learn something great though...I'm not giving up on sweet guys but they need a backbone because I can't see Kevin anymore if I were to, I'd make him my bitch and I don't need that. I need a MAN!!! LOL, ouch but yeah, I speak my mind...I'm lining up some more boys, Once I pick the worthy ones from the bunch, I'll give you the names and updates.

Comment Worthy

I'm making a post instead of putting it in my links because first, I didn't get to read the whole blog, just this one post and second, well, I want comments. I say check out the link to Sweet Guys Finish Last It's worth it.

As for "my" sweet guy, Kevin...sparks are flying and I'm about to classify him : "too good to be true." Anyways, about how they say sweet (nice) guy's finish last well, I reply that the last one will eventually be first. I had a great time last night, but I'll leave that for tomorrow's post. ;)

Fooled a Lot More Than Twice

My day was horrible to say the least! For starters, Dylan did not apologize and didn't say anything! :( Ok, to make a long story short since last November we're suppose to have a small road trip listening to the new album of our favorite band. Things are going pretty good with Kevin so far but yet I still had to explore the Dylan situation and maybe get closure.

I offered to take advantage of my vacations to go and no news so I asked him. He offered Thursday but around 10-11pm. Now my friend's Kelly and Kim had their 2 cents but it pretty much came to the same...Too late and he's expecting more than a lil' road trip.

I've never had sex with him...He had an amazing chance in February but kinda turned it down. I'm left to wonder. Online he's constantly flirting, when we meet he's totally different. Anyways, Thursday he shows up online at 12 am and tells me he just arrived from a trip. No excuses besides that and no apologies.

I thought the offline messages I'd left would make him feel bad and apologies but nope. Instead he tells me he'd like to have dinner with me just minutes before 12pm. And then he's so dying of hunger can't wait. I live on the opposite side from he lives and he invites me for diner when he's dying of hunger. Needless to say, we didn't go.

Anyways Saturday= movie night at Kevin's place...Just hoping he's not ready for more yet. We've kissed and it was really cool. I'm hoping he doesn't want more action too soon. LOL, keep you posted.

Oh geez...

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	High
Schizotypal:	Very High
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

Shame on You if You Fool Me Once...

Shame on me if you fool me twice. Ever heard that one? I've been fooled more than twice by Dylan. His latest stunt is kinda complicated. I'll get to it later today when I'll probably have some news. One thing's for sure, he'll start to apologize. ;)