And Another One...

Ok, I'm starting a new blog. This whole new google thing kinda messed up my old blog because my old blog is now linked to my friend's fictional novel that I'm helping out with. Yup, for you who get this link from novel write, even with two people thinking up a story it ain't going nowhere. But I'm just a writer, not so much a treasure of ideas.

So this is a new start for me. I'll eventually dig to come up with the address from the last blog but it's more of the same...Can a messed up girl like me find love? That is pretty much the question I am asking to anyone who bothers to listen. I've been single for about 3 years and a half and been practicing celibacy for almost 2 of them. I'm going ridiculously nuts as if I wasn't to start with.

I'll make a long story short and introduce you to the men in my life (some aren't anymore and some aren't really but anyways). In a chronological order...

1st Dylan: First real love. Still intense to this very day, still destructive and hurtful. Been over for almost 7 years. Has a tendency of popping up when I'm ready to move on. I think he has an amazing sixth sense when it comes to me and making my life miserable but I can't let him go...EXTREMELY IMMATURE but oh so charming and sexy...to me that is.

2nd Kevin: Hmmm...just met on the net...Well just me for real actually, talked online for a couple of months I think. Just kissed the other day. Likes to speak his mind and be straightforward like me, or so he says. Takes criticism like a man so far. :) Kinda interesting but I'm good at finding something wrong with every boy. I'll get back to him.

3rd Edouard: Sexy, sexy boy. Met online, never in person and I'm not interested. Just have to find a way to tell him now. I thought he got the message since I was not returning his calls but he called back yesterday after about a week. Grrr...he won't like it too much if I'm straight up but that's me. I need an exit plan that's almost nice(I don't do nice). I'll probably write.

4th Lionel: Been out of my life for maybe a year or more...Good riddance. Ex who refused to respect the boundaries of a platonic relationship. I won't even go there. Hurt me really bad but not nearly as much as Dylan. Dunno why I bother mentioning Lionel. Chances I let him near my life again: slim to none.

Others are insignificant for now and I will mention them only if they become of interest. How many of you think I'm a bitch so far? Raise your hand up. Although, I can't see and couldn't care any less.

Well for those who really care about the 411, here's the old blog that turned personal around February 2005. My breakup! ;) http://new-improved.blogspot.com